Hi all,
I will join in please. Another 'day one again' candidate here
I was doing better than I have in months and managed a brilliant, sober birthday weekend last weekend (I did a tree-top adventure and fish and chip supper instead of my usual 'its-my-birthday-so-I-can-get-hammered-guilt-free routine). I was doing something productive every day and had started a new job. Then BAM! yesterday I had a sudden urge to buy wine when I went to the shop to buy a birthday card for a friend. I drank it faster than I've probably downed anything before; it was almost as if it wouldn't count if I could get rid of it. How screwed up.
I am so disappointed in myself. However I've spent the whole day reading positive literature, have made myself a GP appointment for tomorrow (hoping to start on some meds), have my cbt session tomorrow afternoon and have sorted out transport to/from an AA meeting on Thursday night. I'm determined to keep posting on here too.
Thank you all for the support
