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Old 09-14-2015, 08:41 AM
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CaliButterfly
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Originally Posted by saoirse View Post
Made it 12 days and I'm back to day 1. I hadn't been on SR since Friday. Reading how great everyone is feeling today, versus me with my exhaustion and headache is making me so depressed over screwing up. It was so not worth it. Never is of course. Had a rough memorial for my husbands grandma. All the family and emotions really exhausted me.
It's ok Saoirse, this can happen to any of us. The most important part is to get up, dust yourself off, and keep going. I made the mistake early last year to just say F - it, after I slipped 9 days into sobriety. It has taken me until now to kick myself in the butt and I have lost so much time with the ones I love because of it. Don't regret your regression, just learn from it and keep trying. It WILL stick and we're all here for support.
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