cbf, hugs to you. Dee said it best,--'We don't shoot our wounded here'. I've been wondering about you and hoping you'd check in. Sorry to hear about the drinking, of course, but very glad you're back. I think I said it earlier, but one of the only things I feel I can give advice on is not to disappear. I've done it, and it was the wrong decision. So you're back and still at it....take care.