Originally Posted by
matilda123 
Hi all! Just checking in. Still afternoon here on the west coast of the u.s. Things are going well. My heart still feels a little fluttery from anxiety, but seems to be simmering down. Got an hour and a half in on a project that I've been putting off since it makes me feel anxious. That felt good. My new mantra when I feel anxiety about work now is, what action can you take? Before I would waddle in paralysis (and drown in wine) vs doing something, which always makes me feel better. Lol on the housework. I feel the same way. A few years back my partner and I broke down and got a house cleaner once a week. We both like a clean house, but neither of us live to clean after long days at work. And with two dogs, the place gets messy. It has been a relationship saver
"Waddle in paralysis and drown in wine"
I think that sums up my last 6-12 months, lol!
Day 6 here and feeling great.
Slept like a log last night, 10pm till 7am straight, can't remember the last time that happened!
Looking forward to doing some junk modelling with my 7 year old today, he's a minecraft fan and has started making his own animations from plastic figures (WAY above his age) so I'm going to make him a film set out of cardboard boxes, egg boxes, paint etc... I've always been a very hands on Mum but it'll be so nice to do it without a hangover!
Happy Saturday everyone!
Btw, planning ahead I'm going to drink spicy V8 tomato juice tonight as a treat and have a few pecan nuts, I still want my treats & rewards at the end of the day so need to ensure I have a variety of good stuff in the house : )))