Originally Posted by
Jsbodhi 
We quit around the same time last year, I haven't stayed sober either, so lets do it this time
For some reason I'm mean to my boyfriends when I drink too; never to my family and friends though, I've never figure out why
For me personally I think it's me sabotaging my relationship because I don't feel that I am worth such a great partner. But why do I sabotage? I have no idea.
Well I guess actually now that I am saying that out loud (or in writing lol)... It clearly signifies a lack of self worth on my part. I don't know how to like myself, let alone think I am good enough for him.. whom I love.
I guess I have some thinking to do, and I am quite grateful that you had such a thought provoking response for me