I relate to the way you're feeling. I have my financial matters under control, I sold a classic car that's been sitting in my garage collecting dust, house is clean, I feel great (except a bad back but what else is new). Life is good. I have rouge cravings that just kind of come and go. I know they pass, usually in minutes, and I just kind of think..huh? Weird. Made chili for the kids. Heading to a parent meeting for my daughters debate club and don't even have to stress about drinking, not drinking, driving, not driving etc etc.