Hi G - dreams don't come literally true but they can give us amazing insight into our fears. It's hard to interpret other people's dreams but think about this and see if it makes sense -
- Tidal wave; threatening, something you can't resist, a strong force
- Paralysis = a feeling of helplessness. Interesting that therapy came into it, so the situation was fixable
- xabf turns up 2 hours late then refuses to help; you can't depend on him no matter how important you thought he was
- death always equals loss or fear of loss
Accept your dream as your unconscious mind sifting through everything, and actually making a lot of sense.
You're feeling awful so do something positive. I like your plans so far although you're wimping out only doing 2 blocks today. If your son is with you right now, why not do something simple and fun with him?