To this day over 2 years in I give every single penny to Mrs sw she doesn't want it but still I give it to her
I trust myself & Mrs sw trusts me in time this will hopefully be the same for you
One thing I learnt here through D is that is pointless hating alcohol its inanimate its us that does the damage I hated alcohol too once btw but it was me wanting to drink me opening a bottle & me drinking
Your doing good Getright