Originally Posted by
InsaneHeart 
I may go to meetings one day, but right now my anxiety won't allow it. I've got 4 severe mental disorders and I literally feel sick at the thought of sharing my vulnerabilities with other people in a room.
I can do it here because I'm anonymous, but not in real life...not yet.
Hi - just to say, there is no pressure on anyone to speak at any AA meeting unless you want to. Many people I know do not 'share', but get a lot from listening in. Especially in the meetings that are Big Book study or 12 and 12 study meetings. I hope one day you do feel string enough to give it a go - the support I have found there (and friends I have made) have been such a blessing.
Glad your personal investigation of the Big Book is going well.
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