Hello. I have had a summer of over indulgence and need to get on track. I love my wine and drink far too much of it. I know I'm an alcoholic and I can't keep doing this anymore. One of my biggest concerns is a dull pain in my right side (liver area) that I've had off and on for quite some time. I did recently have a physical and everything seemed to come back okay. I am so angry at myself for being so irresponsible and stupid. I'm not scared at all to stop, I'm excited about it. I guess the only fear is that I won't have fun without it? Does that sound crazy? How pathetic is that! Anyway, thought I'd just post here and see if anyone can relate to the self loathing that I am experiencing. Thanks!