Gah! Well I didn't expect to be doing this again any time soon.
Had to take my daughter to the hospital last night after she started to choke and wasn't breathing properly for about half an hour. Today she's absolutely fine, and she was by the time we got home last night too, but once we got her home and settled I drank two beers. There was me trying to convince myself that it was just to calm myself down. I threw the other two that came in the pack away so that I didn't kickstart anything even worse.
Annoyed at myself for being weak when I should have been trying to be even stronger. Annoyed for not just coming here and keeping my focus. In the scheme of things I'm just delighted that my daughter is fine, but I should have stepped up and kept my head