Thanks, SVA. I wouldn't have made it to this point, or even have come to accept I can and should quit for life, had I not found SR back in July. I love this place.
I don't feel the desire to drink so far, but I don't feel the desire for much of anything else either. I know I have to ride out a lot of ups and downs through this.
I work in a small independent bike shop. I'm the head mechanic and do a lot of customer service too. Working in the bike industry is a labor of love for most people, the pay ceiling is pretty low and it's kinda hard on the body.