Remember that addiction to alcohol is progressive.
If I could go back in time, say 15 or 20 years ago, and see what the volume and frequency of my drinking would turn into, I'd have been horrified.
You don't have to wait for the "bottom." It keeps sinking lower when we convince ourselves that moderation is within our grasp. Keep drinking? You'll have plenty of regrets.
Taking action now -- and carving out a new life in sobriety -- is a choice I can assure you that you'll never regret.
In less time than you might imagine, you'll find new ways to cope and learn that booze isn't a prerequisite for socializing and fun.
You can do this, Adelina.