Just another day.
I hear a lot of fear in what your wrote. You have been on these boards longer than me. I had a huge fear of abandonment that I've had as long as I can remember. It still lurks in the corners of my mind. It is very scary to walk away from a relationship if you have that fear of abandonment.
Take care of you dear one. It really isn't just another day. It is YOUR life slipping by. Carpe diem.
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