Hey key of C, I'm feeling quite unsure myself, I think you are far from alone. A therapist would be great! I fully believe in therapy. I think we likely all have pain or feelings to process that we were stifling w our drinking.
I also think we all hoped that getting sober would fix us, and we're learning that it's merely the most important but necessary step to start the healing process....be patient and kind and give yourself some time.