It's a virtuous cycle with NO end , unless you change the ending . My story's pretty much like the other post's . Brought up by alcoholic parents , which in turn - I became one - which on turn - messed up my children life's .
Your children will either grow up resenting there father & or you for staying in it . Or worse ( if that's possible ) become just like him - thinking it's normal
Your the only one that can brake it . I know these are tough words , but it is what it is .