Hiya art friend.
I'm so pleased the therapy sessions are going well. I've had them and I would come out like my brain had been taken out and put through the washing machine cycle and then back in my head! Also very physically tiring. But I had to go through it to get to the rewards, the other side.
I'm sorry for your loss of your sister, Such a terrible, terrible time and tragedy. Please keep in touch with your therapist, if that is possible. We are here, just trying to be supportive but if you want the thread/post removed you can report it in the left hand corner above 'post reply'.