Thanks Croissant, I am doing ok. Some days are just so hard. I can't figure out why some days the AV is nowhere in sight and other days it is relentless? It is just exhausting sometimes and I wish I could be rid of this obsession. I think I agree with what you said earlier about day counting - it is driving me crazy. Instead of worrying about what day I am on I am just going to get up and say "today I will not drink". Then hopefully it will get easier and before I know it a month, year etc will have gone by. Thanks for thinking about me
Hope you all have a wonderful day/night. Going to try and get some house things done after my daughter leaves for school (if the little one cooperates
) We are in another heat wave here so no outdoor activities for us