Just catching up with everyone's post tonight. In the morning I will have 60 days. I am having stabbing pains in my stomach, my stress from work has reached an all-time high, and I am still anxiously awaiting the results for my biopsy. I wish I could say I was in a good place right now but the only thing that's stopping me from drinking is knowing that I will be in even more pain. I guess at least that's something. 13 more days till I reach my highest amount of sobriety days ever. If I can get through all of this BS... I can get through anything at this point. Off to bed, I'm beat and feel defeated.