I go through moments of clarity when I KNOW - not just deep down, but on the surface - that things will get better for me if we remain apart and that this is what needs to happen. But they are so fleeting... it comes and goes within the flash of a few seconds, then I'm right back where I was. Depressed and lonely and absolutely missing him.
How do I hold on to those moments without feeling like I'm just sitting here trying to convince myself?