I'm sorry about the uncertainty.
I'd think really carefully about those few beers tho Zab - it's *really* easy, no matter how incisive or self aware we think we are, to find ourselves sliding down the greasy pole again.
I understand its a hard time and there's a good deal of camaraderie to be had and commiserations made with the other guys at the bar...
but if we could dabble with booze we wouldn't need SR.
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