I'm glad you're here!
The great thing is you're at a point you realize you need to do something about it and you have a community behind you. I wish I would have quit in my late 20's and knew about SR. Those 10 years since my late 20's went by very quickly, but I kept thinking I would outgrow it. It wasn't until this year I came to the realization that I wasn't going to get sober unless I was proactive about getting sober.