Richey, sounds like we might have a lot in common, except you're too young and I'm too old to be putting our bodies and minds through this nightmare. Can you work with me? Try to stop just for today, okay- don't use today. Then we'll chat again tomorrow morning. okay? Try to drink a lot of water and get some sleep. Eat something good for you even if you have to force it down. What kind of physical condition are you in?