It's really hard sometimes all by myself and I'm having some health issues which aren't that major but they're there, car issues and I can't get someone to come help me put in the air conditioner that I bought. There's no one. I know I've got it so much easier than so many people and I'm just a jerk. I've relied a long time by myself because my ex husband got very angry if I requested help. A lot of memories of past abuse were coming at me while I was in the car. I went to the dollar tree then came home to my kitty, Elvis who was happy to see me and loved his toy.