Im on 4th day of cold turkey, not going great though only slept until 2am this morning, really tired and legs are painful. And yesterday I stopped at traffic lights and forgot how to drive for a minute or two, luckily I was outside the city where the people on the roads are a little more forgiving. The worst part is ive got pills indoors, that i have incase it gets too bad. My girlfriends started to notice, especially where I cant settle at night because of the leg pain. Im a lot more alert though but even that seams scary in a weird way, everythings clearer....hard to explain.
This is the hardest day yet, im literally taking it one hour at a time, thinking I'll just keep busy then if I have to have em they are still there but I'll try my hardest not to. I think I could manage if I could just get some sleep