You think that's true troy, about the 80/20? Even in my drunken euphoric states, I see that as part of a wild swing to depression...and because it is alcohol induced it feels synthetic, it's not real. It's unearned I suppose.....brought on by alcohol and not the joy of living a good life. So I'm trying to be patient w my depression, alcohol is a depressant and I need to give my body time to adjust and come to equilibrium without it.