Wow BobBfree - you said it all perfectly.
Day 31 here. Feeling ok I guess. I've been emotional today over little things. Monday I had so much energy when I came home from work and cleaned. But most days I get by doing the bare minimum. Or I start a cleaning project on the weekend and clean one area real well but pile junk to another area and wait a few days to clear that junk, lol. I have a lot of junk.
Anyway, I'm just taking it slow I guess. I really want to quit smoking too and may make a plan for quitting soon. I was going to try cold turkey, but that didn't prove to work so well today.