Thanks you all for the positive vibes and prayers being sent. It has been a rough few days. I have been to the GI doctor twice, had blood drawn, and exams. I am scheduled for an emergency colonoscopy on Friday morning. School is chaotic, basically terrible. I am going to be in a financial bind after all of this testing, but I guess my health is the most important thing. I can't eat or drink anything (except clear liquids) from now until Friday afternoon. Looks like I will for sure be sober another 48 hours.
I am not craving any alcohol and somehow managing to hang on to my sanity by a thread. Honestly, I am pretty terrified right now but putting on a big tough front at school. I just hope I can get some answers soon.