Its so hard. I am moving out from XABF this week and through the weekend.
He keeps giving me glimmers that he's becoming aware of how his drinking is a problem. It might be a show to try and get me to change my mind, he might really be realizing - who knows. A couple years ago, I could have made up a huge scenario where he was doing 90 in 90 and coming home the wonderful healthy person I knew he COULD be - but all based on a just couple little quips from him. That's my sickness. I hope him the best on his journey, but I have had enough. He isn't that - and he shows me he doesn't want to be that, today.
(((HUGS))) Glad you can step back and see it for what it is. I have a feeling I'll be trying to do that alot in the coming weeks too. We'll keep eachother strong!