Here we go again...
I stopped drinking a while back, then my wife got really really sick. I was worried out of my mind. So I did what I always did. I went and bought some booze. I would try to hide it at first. Wait for everyone to fall asleep. Then binge like no tomorrow. Roughly 4 25 oz cans and a pint of vodka a night. Then it just kinda stayed at hat way. Put on 30 lbs. Spending money I don't have to get drunk. I don't like my kids seeing it. Or my wife for that matter. I spent the entire weekend drinking. From noon to about 9 both days. Embarrassed and hung over, I'm back on the sr website. I hate this feeling. Let's give it another go and try to stay with it this time