I have a lot of work to do to get used to not drinking.
I'm actually on my A game socially when I'm sober, I don't like others to be around me when I'm drinking, I just need to find more productive ways to deal with my boredom, stress, and insomnia.
I've used alcohol to unwind since I've been 20, I'm 32 now, its a deeply ingrained habit and crutch