Hi guys. I've been having some real issues with my AV. I feel like I'm so boring without drinking - I'm sure it's still just depression. Our Aupair went home on Thursday (I really miss her - she was the one I talked to daily and I really miss her). But I feel like I'm just boring and a nothing and if I could just drink again I'd be fun and want to be around people. I went back on my antidepressants because I was just getting so blue and why am I here kind of stupid thoughts.
Anyway - back on the stair master huh Jojo. I've started walking more figured I'd take it slow.
Sister - good for you getting a new truck - I wish I were you and starting a new life - I just can't figure out how to do it without really messing up the kids and all. And please - PLEASE. Stop drinking. I'm afraid you're going to slowly go back and you don't want that in your new life.
Take care guys.