My trip to urgent care was postponed by unexpected work. I'll head tomorrow. I'm nervous to ask for antabuse. But, I guess, the worst the doc can say is no? Also the drug itself sounds like it has some potentially undesirable side effects. Drinking on the antidepressant is discouraged so maybe that'll be enough? Idk.
Feeling tired but strong in my hate for alcohol at the moment.
Going to try and pinpoint triggers and work out a sobriety plan. I heard somewhere that playing 10 minutes of tetris is supposed to distract your mind enough when a craving hits. Lol.