NoHope, I believe there is always hope even when I dont believe there is hope. The very fact that you have started this thread makes me feel hope. Two things I hope you do now
1. stop drinking now.
2. see your be honest with your doctor about your drinking and get a prenatal check up now.
We all do things we are ashamed of. You have to take action now. It is not something that is just going to happen. You have to take the action to stop drinking now. If not for yourself then for the little one living in your womb. Thanks for being so honest starting this thread. Please stay with us. Many good people are here to help support you.