I prayed for the first time tonight, as I'm drinking a beer, that God please remove this obsession to drink. Try as I might, I can't seem to get rid of the beer. It's my answer to everything: depression, anxiety, insomnia. It's hard to get to sleep without a few drinks. But I can't live like this anymore.
I'm a prideful guy and I don't believe in God but I feel like I need a miracle. I don't want to live this alcoholic life anymore. I'm going through a tough break up, about to start a new job, and I don't want to keep drinking. It's killing me. Please say a prayer for me, anyone, because I feel like I need a miracle. I don't know where else to turn.
