Hi Kim,
Glad to see you're still here. Fact that you are means that you are in the right frame of mind. Let's get through this.
For what it's worth I have developed a sweet tooth since I stopped drinking. It doesn't bother me. In fact, it's nice because I am not overdoing it. You may well also not be, so please don't rush into thinking you need help because that may simply not be necessary.
Sorry things aren't going so well at work. I am trying to keep it in my head that I can have a drink if I want one when things get bad, but I just don't want one because I value other things more highly.
I am sure you will find your peace here. And I disagree with your sober date by the way.
Best wishes
OMD