I'm still looking back at those 8 months I had Sober , 3 years ago -( If only )I didn't" think" I could moderate .. Why did I try ... What was I thinking ?
The list is endless to Why's . After the fact, I found the answer . I didn't have a plan in place , didn't use my tools . Oh BTW I hadn't found SR yet . I had no one that understood what I was fighting against . Heck I didn't know.
Hold onto your 10 months
Don't risk your Health to Try again , like I did