TroyW I am sighing with relief! Good for you! And hey, you don't owe us a thing. We are here for support and encouragement. You have to do the "deal" we are just here in our thoughts. At this point yall know me on s deeper level than most people in my life. "Keep the plug in the jug" (read that on fb I think)
I had a terrible night, cried a lot. From a place side me I didn't know existed. But I've put that behind me and I'm moving on. I struggle for peace and acceptance of myself. Sigh, self discovery and needing people to understand I have a certain way I will let you treat me. Creating boundaries and it's definitely pissing people off. But sorry I will no longer let people who say they love me ever tell me again to "shut the fxxx up" when I say something they don't agree with. Ever again