I didn;t use meds but honestly I'm not against anything if it gets people to where they need to be.
I do hope tho, that in time, you'll find out like we all did that a sober life is preferable Muhv.
I had to focus on more than not drinking tho - I needed to build a life and me I didn't want to run away from...I think that's the real meat of recovery.
If you get there you won't need the antabuse anymore
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