I will keep reading and asking questions. I see a lot of angry posts and over the weekend it made me even angrier at him. I think its better I focus on us and not get too deep with what happened to other people. But Im not sure can you be mad at a kid touching a hot stove, or a friend or fiance making a mistake? sure, but his smoking weed hasnt ever been about me, and his getting more involved with drugs isnt about me. I think I can be sad he's making bad decisions. Im angry at how hes been acting and stuff hes said to me. Its why I know something is wrong, why I left Saturday and was gone all day to be away from him.