I was angry at first and was thinking the same thing, but the more I read I feel its not exactly a well thought out decision to try it, a mistake? and maybe often by the time a person says was this a good idea? its too late because the drug forms its bond and changed the thinking into denial. How can I keep being angry if he is sick and not realizing he's going off the deep end ? Its not he doesnt care about himself I dont think, more like being sucked into a swirling vortex. maybe hes not too far down yet?