Thank you guys. I really want to talk more about it but it is very hard at first because I never spoke or written about it ever , it's so shameful to say it out loud . Also I don't want to overload this forum with my posts lol even the first time typing my story and my thoughts felt incredibly better , like some huge weight lifted off my chest. I will try to open up more in the future and I'm really trying and learning to talk about this . Bear with me
