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Old 08-18-2015, 07:31 AM
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ElleDee
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I started getting drunk every day after I lost my job. I had a horrible boss and it was a lousy company... I should have been jumping for joy rather than drinking. In the end I got the best job of my life and the best boss I've ever had and I've been at this company for 5+ years now.

However, the heavy drinking started in October 2009 and didn't stop until January 2015. By the grace of God I was able to function through it all until I finally decided to quit once and for all.

Yes, it was a lot depression and boredom at first and later throw loneliness in the mix as well. Empty nest, husband who is gone almost every weekend pursuing his passion, loss of desire to pursue my own passions.

I still fight that urge to waste away an afternoon in a Scotch-induced fog.

I am a happier person now. I don't want to waste anymore time being drunk.
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