Originally Posted by
Tooshabby 
Suffering comes in lots of forms - chemical imbalances that cause depression being one of them. Don't you think? Arguably, the fact (if it is one) that you don't have an 'excuse' (I prefer a word like 'reason') makes it even harder. It does sound a bit like this idea has caused you to be self-critical in that respect(?) Which is additional suffering...
One (that would be me) can only hope it's as simple as a chemical imbalance, Otherwise I'm on the road to David Foster Wallace and Hemingway. I don't want to go there. If you read their early writings they telegraphed their demise.
Thank you for talking to me.