Thank you letitgo. Writing was always the big dream. It is a matter of breaking past a few walls and actually doing it I guess.
Thanks Toki. Huge hugs FABL. You are doing fantastic. Now I am over the first week I am starting to feel like I should be on top of everything I need to do as well. I am trying to not be too hard on myself. I am still wavering between desperately wanting to turn back time. To have back what I had and hold onto it no matter what. Then on the other hand sometimes now I think sod it. Just being me on my own isn't so bad at all. In fact it could be something really special. It could be the time I finally grow and follow all the dreams I set aside while pouring my heart into others. Then I cry again a bit and so on.
Hope you feel better soon already and that it is nothing too serious.
BBB good to hear you are doing well.
Hugs all