I had a moment like that. I called it surrender. I had always said I was an alkie but at that point I finally accepted it. I had been struggling with whether I wanted to stay in the program and do the steps. Struggling with the whole higher power thing. The decision to work the steps came at that time as well. It was a huge relief. I would consider it spiritual. It wasn't long after that while working the steps that the obsession was gone. Somewhere from the third to seventh step. Perhaps we experienced the same thing. Best wishes.