whoah! spirtiual enlightenment?
Ive just come back from AA and the most weirdest thing happened tonight..... I cant explain it but it feels like I have had some sort of awakening, its like the lightbulb has suddenly switched on ..... I finally understand alcoholism and what happened to me etc.... it feels weird but good. I feel like im on another planet right now, mixed with relief and enlightenment but also mixed with regret and remorse etc... I feel ready for a sponsor and to start working through the steps to help me ground myself and work through all this. Sorry if this sounds all strange.... but is there anyone out there who can understand what im jabbering on about?!?!?!