Originally Posted by
BirdOnWire I love that, that is indeed the core decision. I love not drinking. I knew for DECADES I would have to stop one day and I made every deal with the devil I could to be able to continue (just drink on weekends, just drink on holidays, just....). I just couldn't stand being so sick anymore. In the end, the will to live wins out.
Guess I'm still dealing with the devil at the moment......