Thank you all so much. I'm so relieved that I didn't drink last night because I know I would be truly crushed right now. I kept eyeing the clock until 10 when the store closed. Yesterday was a really bad day but I've made it to 110 days sober today. Last night was the worst intense cravings that I have had and the scary thing was that I felt like I didn't care if I drank. I'm not proud of that. I just didn't cave in and do it because I told myself of all the positives that have happened since I stopped and I didn't want to experience the feelings I would have after drinking because that would be worse than how I was currently feeling. I got tired and just went to sleep. Woke up feeling rested and a little better emotionally. I survived the worst craving that I have had so far without drinking. Now, I almost want to cry happy tears about that. Thank you all so much for your wonderful support. <3