Can't curb the urge!
Almost 2 years without a drink! Recently had a falling out with the inlaws and starting to question everything including my marriage. All I can think about is having a drink to escape and relax.... I'm meditating, reading my self help materials, remembering my last drunk and still find myself talking myself into it and I'm feeling very vulnerable. I do not participate in AA but I have the big book app if anyone has suggested readings. Please help me through this craving. I don't want to relapse but feeling that it is possible.